Monday, 26 December 2016

BISHOP STREET: ANGELS IN MY GHETTO

Angel (Image Source)
“Chineke Nna emegokwa nwa ogbenye Ezege” – Phyno
Looking down at the usually busy street from behind the glass wall of the 9th floor on a Sunday morning, to put it mildly, was an utterly different experience. The sound of a thousand blaring horns and the sight of the non-stop list of exotic cars, both, were missing. This was my first time catching a glimpse of Bishop Aboyade-Cole on a Sunday morning: the serenity was fluid and even the few trees still left in this concrete jungle delighted in the peace as they swayed, periodically, with the pace of the passing whips of the wind. The day of the Sun really is different on Bishop Street and that difference laid my thoughts to wander…the last day of December was spawning.
The year is at its end, yet another is about to begin. The question therefore becomes, what did you do with this odd cycle of 366 days? If you are reading this then at least you celebrated you birthday – drinking Coke counts as celebrating so don’t mumble about anything. So then, what else? What else did you do with more than three hundred 24 hour days? Whose life did you change for the better, whose tears did you wipe, and whose wounds did you help heal? If your answers are “Nobody”, “Err…” or “Wait I’m coming” then think about 2016 again, think really deep and honestly ask yourself: was there a time or two that I could have, perhaps, made life brighter even just for another.
“See I’m living large I get Angels o for my gate oh” – Phyno

For me my answer was “Wait I’m coming”. I know I could have done much better because the angels that came out for me in particular this year were strong – like pounded yam mortar strong! I may never know their names and I surely do not know all their faces but what is certain is that I felt the firm grasp of their hands pushing me up and on as I took each and every step through the annum – when I thought I had stumbled, there was a hand and when I was sure I had fallen, there were many. At this point, regardless of whether you think you are spiritual or not, I’ll tell you this: Chineke aka Oluwa toh badt did it big this year and because of Him, I trust 2017 is going to be a heck of a lot of awesome!

Project 1 Nation (Image Source)
Every now and again, a vehicle dotted Bishop Street but far from as frequently as would have been on a Monday or Tuesday. It would pass right through with a sense of composure, no hurry or convulsive throttling. The ambience of hypnotically sliding Mercedes and X6s threw me back into the rickety bus that I had boarded to get to VI. In it were a mother and her child that she was lapping, both of whom were fast asleep, heads nodding off in the same direction. I remembered them because the bus jolting to a halt at its final stop caused their heads to slightly collide with a thump, waking both of them up – it was cutely comical. I remembered them because as soon as we got down, the first thing this lady, who looked like she was honestly just getting by, did was reach into her purse and hand her baby girl to hand to the exasperated amputee gentleman sitting on the side of the road N50. I had sighted two angels.
“Never forget where I come from na from Ghetto” – Phyno

Don’t just walk past that lady on crotches or gentleman in a wheelchair asking you for change for breakfast. S/He probably didn’t plan or decide to end up there asking for your help but the wheels of misfortune have been spun. Don’t ignore the call of people like Project 1 Nation, asking for hands to re-assimilate our internally displaced ‘brethren and sisthren’ currently with no place to really call their home. Don’t close your eyes or turn deaf ears to those in need all around us. Angels can come down from above, yes, but why wait for the supernatural to do the simple things that we who are already in the physical can easily cage.
A good question should be, why was I in the over 100ft. tower on a Sunday morning and a good answer would be I honestly can’t remember but you know how you know a mechanic or repair man's shop by all the worn-out cars, generators, fridges, air conditioning, etc. sitting out front? Well, shouldn't that be a warning sign? Imagine seeing 30 year old students still in front of a secondary school, would you send your child there? I believe sometimes we fail to see the signs that may be right in front of us. The number of people that seem to be begging for help for one reason or another seems to be on the rise, just look around you, but we don’t seem to want to notice. Some of us have become apt at hiding behind the walls of our majestic towers some of which are far taller than 200ft. I, for one, believe that the world is just one large ghetto and that we are in need of so many more angels. 
 “Buru ekene riwo otuto, Fada Fada eeeh, Fada Fada eeh!” – Phyno

As for me, everywhere is going to be my ghetto in 2017 – from Ikoyi to Egbeda, from Ketu to Agbara – and I will do my best to lend a hand wherever and whenever I can. Life is hard all around and so I will wipe tears, help heal wounds and even mend broken hearts.
“Aka nchawa o!” - Olamide

Angel (Image Source)



Friday, 25 November 2016

MY CATHARSIS, BLUE

Metals 'N' Roses by Nkaiferi Ifiok











It’s never so easy to fall in love
So when you do you never want to set it free
You hold on for what you hope will be forever, 
Even when the love is turning awry


Even when feelings flow unilateral,
Letting go is far from the option
You think you see her desire to let it flow
Despite her dam holding back the tide


That wall is a chasm but you believe,
“ She’s fighting her feelings is all i’tis ” 
None of it do you want to understand 
All you desire is let her fall


Everything you think you can; I do 
Giving even nights before your finals 
But shear persistence is not enough 
To burst or break that bloody wall


He begs and pleas, “tell me please!” 
But all she says is the silent *mum*
So decide you do to let her go, 
Set free a love that you feel so strong


She says she’s sad letting you out the door 
A glimpse reveals it’s truth in her eyes
For an instant a tear she can’t control, 
Flows from behind that massive wall


You catch its glint as she turns to hide, 
Just before you shut the door goodbye 
It’s too late ‘cuz for now, you’re off! 
And without a doubt not turning back


But what really cut my soul so deep, 
Was that you never let him steal from your lips
Even a kiss to set my soul at peace, 
That one kiss that would have never let him leave


Every time that I came close to you
Face to face, with your back to the wall
It was your racing heart that I always did feel, 
Beating against my chest like “this is it.”


But whenever he leaned in to get a taste
You’d beg him not to comply 
You’d beg him with that tear in your eye
With your hand hard on his chest, "just let me go"


Fast forward three years to the third of March
The day I think you stole my breath away
Three years and boarders yet he couldn’t believe 
A woman made him forget to breathe


But not a second's care did I give, 
As we disappeared into that moment's tide
And if it decided, never to end
How perfect forever would have been 


But still I knew better, 
that was just the beginning, 
of the end…